infrared

 

I can romanticize anything-

      I. cigarette smoke on my fingertips, easily

      it remembers you under the lamplight

 

      II.   later, shards of glass (the size of ants)

      where your bare feet held the floor 

 

-by a reliable mechanism,

it stumbles on a slow idea, settles

heavy at the back of my eyes.


Staring down the longest caverns of the sun

thinking I have so much left to give

to a valley where the dust is still alive;

 

where the driveway and the foyer swell

at the will of sapid lilacs

(they bloomed with you in mind).


 

Pluto is the depth of wanting,

the slowest, secret burn of revolution

two and a half centuries in transformation;

 

remember, reliability does not need

your brilliant burning rage! Still...

our glaring bodies burn reliably all the same.

2019.